first call

it just happened.
it was the longest night i have ever had. i count all the minutes till 7 am.

i had to save my pack first and then maybe my life which was the bigger deal. without any lockable room. this fact caused an annoying situation in which no one can think in a normal way. luckily a right place was found to stay there. unluckily not just for us. someone also wanted to get into there by force which made a call to the official forces. and it made a huge problem and sleepless night for some of there. it was shaking and shivering till i made sure its safety now, but not sure for being able to stay there...wat can a lot of alcohol cause, see...

so counting back started. but it just got worse and worse looking at a cleaning one. at 7am i even heard those freaking scaring noise and sounds though i was enough far away from that. without sleeping, stressed and shocked the only thing i wanted a bed in the red room and have a rest longly.
consequences:

behaving as an adult in a stressful situation far away from your home alone - is the hardest if u dont know a help...

even your best and closest friend can change so enormous that destroys what u have already built up...

its even getting more difficult to trust in anyone...