jovorol almodozas + chewing the rag

nevetseges, hogy eletem toredeken alig vagyok tul es majd a harmadik oszhajszalamat teptem ki. - telleg! - es ha meg tobb mint 6 hetig az ns-en toltom a hetvegeim egy reszet, akkor talan kezdhetek a festetesen gondolkodni...

a folytonos es visszatero feszkozas amit a jovobeli lepesek megtervezese okoz emellett mar leanyalomnak erzodnek...csakhat azert megis valahogy nagyon tavoliak azok a kepek is...pedig most igazan szeretnek egy labradort. meg hogy csak 2 eletem legyen.

although more than one week was gone, i can still hear the sound out of her mouth as roaring to get out of there immediately. but not this was the worst, u know. simply i cannot forget the whole story. there is no reason why. its just a fact. and of course a feeling of a lack of a friend, who wasnot just one of my friends...but i cannot battle with boundless feeling of freedom. noway.

now, i need to stop fretting and start to concentrating on the future...